I wish for it back

It's funny when you think about it
How you picture it to be
The first time you do it
When you lose your virginity

Who will it be with
Where will it take place
Is it gonna be worth it
Will I remember his face

Will it be in college
Or maybe in high school
Will he be a big loser
Or some body real cool

When it actually happens
It's never really great
And you thin you in love
Then it turns into hate

I wanted lots of candles
And a sunset view
But got the lights off
And the morning dew

Not even on a bed
But the basement couch
I was in so much pain
Nothing compared to an ouch

An awkward change of positions
It had a really bad flow
Finally he got off
Then I felt so low

I wish it never happened
True love we lack
I gave him a gift
I wish I could take back