You wanna hear a story,
its about my life,
this is the reason,
i use the knife,
i remember crying,
four years old,
because my grandma,
i never did see,
she didn't want me,
just my brother
and sister you see,
then i remember,
when i was nine,
left at a restaurant,
none i could find,
went to the bathroom,
then they were gone,
who would notice,
that I'm not around,
then at ten by my brother,
i was sexually abused,
went on for a year,
i felt so used,
then at eleven,
i moved down here,
we moved in with my grandpa,
who i fear,
by him i was sexually abused,
it went on for three years,
to scared to let anyone know,
or to make him quit on my own,
so thats how my life has been,
thats why this mess I'm in.
