Truly Hoped To Die...

by Kailynn Makenna   Apr 3, 2005


Last night I got so angry
I didn’t know what to do
I felt like I was dying
And its all because of you

And I hurt myself so bad
Worse than ever before
And I promised myself I wouldn't
But this pain I couldn’t ignore

I don't know why I did it
I know that it is wrong
I thought that I was over it
Because I didn’t for so long

I didn’t even sleep last night
For I couldn’t help but cry
And last night was the first time
Where I truly hoped to die

I don't think I can stand
To live just one more night
Because I’ve come to the conclusion
That I'm really not alright

People say they understand
And that everythings okay
But youve never lived me life
For even a single day

So please don't say your here for me
And that you truly care
Because whenever I need you
You never seem to be there

..ahh its not very good..
i just needed to get everything out...
..vote and comment if you choose...

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  • 20 years ago

    by Rachel

    Not really good? It's great! I love the flow of the poem.

  • 20 years ago

    by shellyshady

    well written, its true people say that they are there for you when ever you need em but when it comes time when ya need em... where are they! keep up the great work.....shelly

  • 20 years ago

    by dyingxpassion

    hey awsume poem it was great i can really relate keep up the werk ur good at writing poems

  • 20 years ago

    by unprotected lover

    oh hun, i wish i lived where you do, because then i could show you i care, i wish i could help you out, remember im always here for you weather you know it or not

  • 20 years ago

    by Jess

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