Broken and forbiden love

I sat here alone in the corner,
thinking only of you
my one and only desire,
the desire was strong, made me blue.

you saw who i am, and now i want you,
i am the only one that will forever love you,
i saw who you are, and now you hate me.
why must you make my love ever so painful?

your lovers eyes ever so grey,
she loves you not as much as i
wanting to hold you tight and feel you breathe,
for you are nothing more that a forbidden love

many tears i cry for you,
i held on to my pillow ever so tight closing my eyes wishing it were you.
only to know it is just my wild and crazy imagination.

now i am only but just a memory,
for i bled ever so much for you.
now i watch your every move,
even when you look up at the ceiling and tell me that you love me always and forever.