A Poem From My Heart

This poem could not be anymore deeper, it came straight from my heart
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I have never been a perfect girl

My life has had its ups and downs

And my head will just spin and twirl

I have my smiles, but mostly my frowns

I have always had the fear of being rejected

Even though i know i am loved by many

But lately my heart feels like it is being dissected

Because I have been thinking of the deaths of my Uncle and Brittany

I have so many fears and thoughts

And it has just been eating me alive

But thankfully I have not tried any suicidal plots

I try to make the best of it just so i can strive

I am going to live my life, there is no better time than now

That is, if I die, my life would be a great life to live

And I will ease my pain, just do not ask me how

Just give me all the love and support you can give

This goes to all i know, simply everyone

It will be hard and I will need a shoulder to lean on

But I will not let it stop me, I will still have fun

And I will keep striving, and living even when I am gone