As the tears stream down my face
I wonder why I am still in this place
I wonder why, when everything is going according to plan
My heart is crushed by yet another man
I'm sick and tired of all the pain
My solution to it all...my blood running like the rain
Running like the rain down my wrist
To make even more come, I make a fist
All my pain I no longer feel
I no longer believe my internal wounds will heal
As the tears stream down my face
The source of my pain I can no longer trace
I feel like it's happening all to fast
The present starts to blend with the past
No longer do I see a future that seems full of bliss
And my hope of it I fully dismiss
I no longer can come home having a good day
I come home feeling like my life is full of disarry
I no longer feel happiness in my day-to-day life
Now it's all so full of never ending strife
So as the tears stream down my face
I take one last final look around this place
I see some things that remind me of happy times
But the face that goes with them no longer seems like mine
And as I put a cut into my wrist
The urge to stop is easy to resist
I see my blood mix with my tears
It simply washes away my fears
You were the start to all my pain
Now a scar is all that will remain
