Your Pain Mine

I tell myself constantly
As I try to erase you from my heart
Its over I know
But its ever so hard to let go

Trying to take the story out of the sky
Is more than a struggle
Having to have watched you and her
The pain was indescribable

But there you stand
Helpless and alone
She broke your heart
As you did before

I once was helpless and alone
Scared I still stand in the same state
Your tears were never ending
The smile I couldn't see

Once thinking you deserved it
My heart got the best of me
I know how it felt just as well
Didn't think id feel bad when your heart was broken

But then I could see
You walking behind -her-
When you turned and looked at me
It was as if all happiness escaped yours eyes

Ive never seen the emptiness
Of the sparkle I use to see
Even if it wasn't meant for me
Pain was easy to notice and see

Your eyes were so dark
Like a remembered night
Filled with grief and sorrow
Not one tear you could ignore

You'd think id be in pleasure
To see you getting hurt
To watch you walk in pain
Knowing she wanted you no more

As I had to walk for all that time
As I had to realize it was over
The memories and all forever wasted
Trying to rise and start a new phase

After all the time you waited
I finally gave you my heart
What a mistake it proved to be
Mr Prince Charming a dragon in disguise

The tears were endless
The regrets go on
But the thought of you
Unintentionally lives on

Wishing I could run up
And help take away the pain
Wishing I could do something
Just to brighten your eyes

That was the first time
I had connected with your eyes in quite some time
And yet with the hate I try to hold back
The tears I try to ignore

It was you I felt bad for
You may have hurt me
You may have lied
You may have even made me endlessly cry

But when it comes to the heart
And it breaking
I cant help but say
I wish it didnt happen that way

Seeing you in pain
Brings mine back
Its hard enough to live without you
For you to not be there to call my name

But when your falling
And I'm not there to catch you
Its as if I'm there falling with you
But you don't even turn to look...