My loving cousin

It just happened this past week,
When I heard the news I really felt weak.
I sat up in bed crying all night,
your mom wishes she could just hold you tight.
It was a really big shock that I had,
I wonder how it hit my dad.
I just sit back and reminisce,
Reminisce about the time that I really miss.
We never really hung out
But you were always there without a dought
But now I dont even pick up the phone,
I just look up at the sky and say hello in a low tone.
All this really sounds unreal,
Its also very hard to deal.
But even though she is no here,
My loving cousin will forever be near....

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