Not Like Before

I'm not in his sight, in his view,
Instead i'm at the back,
Behind his line of vision.

It seems to me he's blind,
He doesn't see that i am stood there,
Tears run down my pale cheeks,
Dripping off at my chin.

He doesn't care because he doesn't see.

I smile at him,
But he doesn't smile back.
Instead, his cold eyes seem to freeze tme,
And the fire behind them burns through me.

I cry because i miss him,
Miss the way things used to be.
I don't see how things could have changed,
It doesn't seem real at all.

I'm scared of being lonely,
Living a dark life without him.
He used to brighten up my days,
Before he blocked me out.

I feel erased from his life,
And so alone.

I wish he saw the pain i feel,
I wish he knew how hurt i am,
I wish he understood,

I only really wish, he saw me like he used to.