Tired

My eyes are full of water
It's streaming down my face
Because of words from others
Telling me I'm a disgrace

My cheeks are rosey red
From wiping away my tears
Because I've lost everything
Trust; My greatest fears

My heart is broken and abondoned
From my painful recent past
Always will I wonder
How much longer it will last

My stomach is flipped upside down
The sickening feeling comes again
Because everyday it seems
I lose more of my life

My knees have gone weak
I've lost all sense of hope
Because the ones I love
Are the ones that betray me the most

My feet have grown tired
From all these expectations on my back
Because people don't understand
Talent is what I lack

My mind is all a blur
Maybe because its confused
Or Maybe Because I'm tired
Tired of being used.