Will...

Will the day ever come
When I'll do what I said
Will I take the knife
And cut in my bed

Will I fast for no reason
Just to feel belonged
Or will I take my life
Like I have so longed

Will I ever find a way
To tell Him how I feel
Will My broken heart
Ever have a chance to heal

Will I finally get a life
As people have told me to do
Will I ever get therapy
Someone to help me through

Will my questions be answered
Will I live to see that day
Will it be fun to die
Or will it be fun to stay

Right now death seems right
The right answer for me
But will I really kill myself
Someday...Maybe