Another cutting poem...

I cut this skin to null the pain
and relieve the hate i can't contain.
to show that once i loved him so
i am the one that will not go.
I'll haunt your dreams for years to come
I'll show you that my life's not done.
You won't forget this dreaded face
from your memory it will not erase.
and all that pain you've caused for me
has only helped for me to see
that this treasured blade all covered in rust
is the only friend i will ever trust.