Letter to mom

Mom,
I can't believe you!!
how could you do this to me?
How can you pretend you care?
When there is so much you refuse to see!

I don't understand,
What goes on in your mind,
I'm on the brink of suicide,
and you still pretend that I'm fine,

Can't you see the scars,
Can't you see my tears,
You may think that this is just a phase,
But I have been going through this for years,

I hate this life,
I can't take anymore,
I refuse to pretend to be okay,
You'll know the truth when I'm lying dead on the floor,

Then you will say,
"but she always seemed so happy,
She had everything and more,
This had nothing to do with me!"

But really it is all your fault,
All I ever wanted was for you to love me for who I am,
But I was never good enough,
And you don't give a damn,

You drove me to this point,
I used to be happy I really did,
But you had to crush my dreams,
You had to treat me like I wasn't your kid,

All I ever wanted was your approval,
Is that to much to ask?
But I guess that doesn't matter now,
Because it is all in the past,

Guess what mom you finally got your wish,
I will soon be dead,
And just so you know I'll never forgive you,
for all the hurtful things you've said,

I'm done I can't take anymore,
I hate what I've become,
I hate you more for making me this way,
You took away everything fun,

So this is my suicide letter,
Written especially for you,
I think you are a monster,
How can you be so cruel,

I used to think that you were amazing,
You always knew what to do,
But the older I got I started to realize,
that I really HATE YOU!

I know that this isn't very good... but it is the way I feel right now... please comment and vote anything will help!