Standing Alone Again!

I felt your hug
as i leaned in
yet again i feel myself
falling right back in

back into those arms
into that smile
into those eyes
that sets me off in denial

i wish i could hold you
wishing you could see
every part of me
is trying to be perfect in every way

trying to be enough
trying to let you in
trying to get an interested glance
instead of a blank grin

i can't help but smile
when your voice fills the room
my stomach does flips
as i sit and watch you

maybe someday
a girl you love will see what i see
i hope she appreciates you
more than i could ever be

i stand here
one last time with a tear in my eye
but not a single hand
or a glance as you walk by

but it's not your fault
you don't feel the way i do
getting lost in your eyes
i start worrying if this is forever too

but just know
your more than a dream
always be faithful
and love with your heart please

so now that I've gotten
those words of emotion off my chest
i sit alone again tonight
and just pray that it will end this