I wish I didnt miss you.

Dreaming of what seems to be the past.
A love so strong I thought it'd last
Dreaming of what I thought would be strong.
But my mind guess right and I thought wrong
How could you? why did you lie?
You led me on thinking you loved me
But instead you made me cry.

I loved you more than anything
I loved you as my best friend
But instead you went behind my back
So I dont think we could even be friends.

I took you in my home, and you kissed me like everything was fine.
I always thought I'd be yours
And you would be mine.

I dreamed of what seemed to be eternity.
I learned my lesson about you and me.

I learned that love can hurt,
And I never knew that you were a flirt.
Everynight I sit wonder,
But all my emotions roll in like thunder.

A love so true I thought it'd last
But all I recieved was a broken heart
Now I hide behind this mask of disguise,
Wondering how you could do this to me?
How could you leave me here and cry.

I'm better now though not completely healed.
All these things I want to tell you so bad But will never be revealed.

Every now and then I think about you
Wondering if your love for me was true.
But now I sit and cry on my pillow,
Wishing I didn't miss you.