On My Own Again...

by ºCrimsonTearsº   Apr 13, 2005

Once again I sit in silence,
Tears falling from my eyes,
I can't hide this pain any longer,
I need to drop my disguise.

You need to know how I'm really feeling,
And why I still cut myself,
I desperately want to talk to you,
I'm asking for your help.

Did you know I still think of him?
And wish to have him back,
Or that I sometimes starve myself,
Because all I see is fat?

Did you know that I cry at night?
Because all I want is you,
Please wrap your arms around me,
And help me see it through.

You know I've tried to kill myself,
More than three times,
I know you saw the cut on my arm,
But you just block your eyes.

It's like you're not listening,
Like you don't even care,
You sit in the same room as me,
But to me, you're never there.

Why do I deserve this?
All I want is your hand,
I'm trying to explain to you,
You need to understand ...

But no, as usual you shut your eyes,
And refuse to believe it's true,
I guess I'm on my own again,
With or without you.


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  • 17 years ago

    by sHaTtErEdMiStAkE

    OMG this poem was amazing. I love the rhyming words that you use. This poem was really from the heart and you can really tell that it is. I am so adding you to my favs. 5/5 keep writing Good Job!


  • 17 years ago

    by twisted faith

    If you ever need to talk feel free to email me : rachael_vaughan@msn.com i'l try to help you

  • 17 years ago

    by *HauntedByMemories*

    Wow. Thats really good, I love it, I love the flow and rhyming its amazing. Whoever isn't there for you, you shuold give them this poem. I'm being a hipocrit right now, and I know it would be hard but I think you should let them see it. Hope everything gets better soom. XOXOX

  • 17 years ago

    by kayleigh

    hi kl poem u sld write more i ken wit itz like cuttin ursel i don it ma sel n kin u read me poemz n quote's ples n keep it up;

  • 17 years ago

    by HunnyBun

    WOW! that was an excellent peom 5/5! I hope everything ends up fine. I know you probably hear that alot but I do. I wish everything works out. My friend wentthrough something sorta like that recently.