I dont understand...

Speak not these
words of herecy
obey not these
urges of lunacy

live not these
lessons not learned
live not for these
wants you\'ve yearned

have not thy
rampent chaotic hopes
live not in
dreams ruled by antelope

give not of yourself
but live for others
live for them not
as if they were brothers

wish of yourself not
to undo what you have done
learn from it not
what, from wich, you need not run

divide yourself not
darkness from light
emanate not from darkness
but give up not this fight

hey guys.. i dont remember writing this and i reread it and didnt understand it so let me kno wat it means to you...