I cant do this

I stood there shaking
My knees were getting weak
I didn't know what to say
So i decided not to speak

You took me so off guard
With this news you did share
And in astonishment i sat down
My lungs just couldn't get air

I buried my head quickly in my hands
Threw away my goals and dreams
That moment I just bawled
Look at what you've done to me

I'm wrecking into darkness
As I lie here on this floor
I'm not sure where I'm going
Or who I am anymore

Standing here shaking
Above the misty sky
I know this isn't how to say it
I can't do this, so goodbye