Scared To Love Again

These walls around me have crumbled,
And I'm so scared to love again,
I don't want my heart to be left shattered,
And to experience even more pain.

I'm trying to drop down my defenses,
And keep my heart wide open,
But at the same time I'm keeping my guard,
I will not again be left broken.

My eyes are sad and I'm so alone,
Why did he have to lie??
I have lost all my trust in people,
It's not there even when I try,

I am finding this so frustrating,
I just want to go and move on,
But each time someone gets a little to close,
I push them away like it's wrong.

They need to know my heart is bruised,
And it may take time to mend,
But if they don't rush and take it slow,
It'll be worth it all in the end.

(Sorry, this doesn't really make sense. Aargh, I'm really frustrated.)