I really do care...

Dedicated to =$ but he really does mean a lot. And it was a mistake to let him go in the first place.

I don't know what's wrong
What it is with me
Because I'm hurting myself
I let it slip easily

I broke up our relationship
I let go of you
But you were still my friend
You always made it through

You helped me in times
That I needed you most
You cradled my heart
When it was at it's worst

I hate this stupid feeling
How I can't get over it
Because you're still in my heart
The one you had once lit

I don't know why I did it
Why I let go of it all
Because what good came?
All I did was fall

I try to forget
And deny it everyday
But I know it's still there
No matter what I say

I regret it so much
And I really am sorry
I'd do anything to take it back
It would mean so much to me

I'd change all the world
To go back in time
Before I acted on my stupidity
So I could be fine

Because I'm sorry again
And I really do care
And I know I'm blind
For not seeing all that was there

I should've thought a little more
Should've listened to my heart
Because I made such a mistake
And now I'm falling apart...

~I wrote this because I just had to get it out, it was rusting up inside me...and I couldn't take it. Every word of it's true...especially my apology...that's nothing but a pure teardrop from my heart, please vote and comment, I'd love to hear what you have to say.~

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