Ever since i used the blade..

by *tegan   Apr 17, 2005


Ever since i used the blade
my entire life has changed
everything is different now
it will never be the same

i am so different
i don't act how i used to
you can see the pain i feel inside
in everything i do

i no longer smile
don't want to see light of day
ever since i used the blade
it has been this way

i don't know who to talk to
i don't know where to turn
people have tried to hep me
but i guess ill never learn

will things get better?
or will they stay the same
will my life get turned around?
will i ever have something to gain

these are the questions that linger
linger in my head
but i can never find the answers
and end up wishing i were dead

so i sit in the darkness
alone with my blade
carving my feelings onto my wrist
in the hopes that my life will fade

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  • 18 years ago

    by Christal

    Wow great

  • 18 years ago

    by *.*Un-pretty Angel*.*

    HEY! tht poem was gr8!!! keep the gd wrk goin........ <3 bLaCkRoSe
    If u hav chance read sum of my poems and comment ...... they aint tht gd tho :(

  • 18 years ago

    by Amba

    wow, that was really sad aye, i really wish you didnt feel this way. i know how you feel tho, i used to be the same, i hope u make it thru this aye, its sum pretty intense s**t. but u must remember there are ppl that care for you, and i do to!!!
    xox Bam
    ps thanks for comenting on my poem

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