After all my cries
Now I think it is time for me to die
This is not a note of suicide
But a poem of my life
My parents have given me so much
But I feel like I've finally run out of luck
All the lies I've told
Have become so old
I lie down on my bed
Thinking of all the things I've said
Laughter of my parents is what I hear
They love me so much
So I shed a silent tear
I feel death so near
Or is it just fear?
How could I be so dumb
To want to feel numb
How could I make my parents cry
All the memories I'd leave behind
But I want to walk into the dark
I've felt like this before
But not for my life to be no more
