Can't seem to find the words. part 2

Feelings icing me inside
Feels like my soul has died
Don't know how many tears I've cried
Or how many nerves you've pried

wake me up from this nightmare
Enemies from me will you scare
I want to get it all out
Again I don't want to pout

Only you can set me free
Only you can help me be
save me from nothing
help me say, just say anything

My throat is weakening
My heart is throbbing
The words are twisted in me
Reached the top to the highest degree

No, stop, I can't breathe this air
No, go, I shouldn't dare
think I can when you're not here
What is that I have to fear?

Maybe it's love, maybe it's a crush
Deep inside I don't want to hush
Someday the words will come out
Even if I have to shout

Tension, and nerves rising
Nothing to say, not surprising
OK..."I want to be with you."
No.."I love you."

There it's said here and now
Still I don't know how
Do you see what is in me?
Am I finally set free?