MiSuNdAsToOd LuV?

Ive tried and tried to look, to just understand you
but when i remember your ways, i wish you were someone i never knew.
so why cant i just say that I'm so over you, because I'm not, its hard to act all normal and free after being with a guy like you.
I hear that song on the radio, . It was the song that reminded me of him.. the memories that enter my mind, just bring me back to where I begin.
I cant believe these signs. I see his name, almost in every place and its not just a game
I knew you weren't good for me, but the fact I hated you made me love you even more
I tried to hide my feelings, but how long can you fight them for?
you picture the two of you together
and how wonderful it could have been
but you know this is just a fantasy
because your dream will never be seen
You talk about how much you hate him
At every moment you can spare
You get advice and information
From people who see him here or there
dont you think its abit scary, how all this is so true?
We deny our feelings to overcome the pain
Of the guy who took our heart and returned it torn in two...

has anyone ever experienced this?