Was it over when you died

Was it really over when you died
The pain I felt raged inside
Diminishing my soul in subside

Was it really over when you died
The torn edges of my soul cried
My heart bursting red inside

Was it over when you died
I ask my self everyday
Eyes watery over your grave
Remembering the day you went away

Was it over when you died
Memories linger day by day
Sometimes wondering why you died
Leaving me here to survive

Was it over when you died
You past the seed that made you cry
Giving life before your time

Was it really over when you died
I still feel the pain deep down inside
Trying to run but just cant hide

You was my mother and a friend
Its been 2 years since but than again,
I am thankful for the time we had

Was it really over when you died
I don’don't think so as time go by
Your seed once planted is no more
Its me 17 years aboard