Sorry seems...inadequate!

It must have been something i said..i guess,
Or today we might not have been deep down in this mess..
I yelled, I accused, i thought you lied..
But I still loved you, i came around and apologized.
The time we fought lasted a few,
but all that time i was hurt, of my actions i had no clue!
The minutes of separation lasted forever..
All i wanted to do was talk it over...
I wanted you to listen..to understand,
but you left me feeling unsure, cold and alone, hanging on by a strand!
I could not bear the cold shoulder It was like a shaft of pain, a weight on my heart like a boulder!
I wait for you to come back to me,
ease the pain in my heart, set me free..
to get you back i'd do anything
to only have us try
I could not go on lying to you when all in can do is wait, if only you would reply.
its really frustrating to the core,
watching you pass by, when u do nothing but ignore!
Now all i can do is sit and contemplate..
Has sorry really been that inadequate?

Dedicated to the one i love..Mike..i am sorry...i love you!