Lost inside and Ready to Die

While I'm holding up this emptiness inside me from within.

My life of growing tragedy is starting to begin.

The blood that runs through me is shedding everywhere.

I know i could die right now without anyone to care.

They don't see the pain inside that really makes these cuts.

They only see my fake happiness that hides away the ruts.

I feel so much karma of shit i never did.

These people around never realize the sorrow i take in.

But they wont have to worry because this life is wearing thin.

My suicide is cutting close so death will sure begin.

I know they wont realize I'm gone and out of sight.

They'll only wonder about themselves and whats next to come in life.

So as i gaze upon a lonely knife just sitting in my room.

The door is shut the lights are off, this life will end real soon.

Ill only be leaving a will of peace where my emotions reveal themselves.

They'll realize the pain they caused and my lifeless hollow shell.

Daylight to midnight dying within so slow.

Wondering if things will change but never begin to grow.

People ask me how was my day but to them i never show.

My emotions hide deep within and i am unable to bring them out.

I am dying inside trying dig myself out.

Screaming from within while buried underneath.

searching for an exit and so far left with grief.