.:Dear best friend:.

Dear best friend
I've had another rotten day
i really hope your listening
I've got a lot to say
everyone ignores me
or says bad things to my face
i don't know what to do
i need to get out of this place
it was truly so much easier
when you always had my back
but now your gone forever
a best friend I'll always lack
you never let them hurt me
and you always made things right
now i really need your help
that's why I'm talking to you tonight
no one understands me
the way you always did
they treat me like an outcast
or just a little kid
why did you have to die
so early in your life
how could you be so stupid
to cut yourself with a knife
you always got good grades
and had a best friend that was always there
but it hurt your heart so bad
that no one else would care
out parents didn't love us
and we'd cry away the night
but you let it get to you
so you gave up the fight
you took of the smiling mask
we used to fool our peers
nothing could stop you now
you had no thoughts or fears
now I'm left alone
this world i have to face
I'm running my fastest ever
but I'm still loosing the race
my friend i miss you so much
and i need to see you soon
so move over just a little
and leave me a little room
I'll be there in just a second
just let me find a knife
i cant wait to see you again
and end this horrible life
the blood is dripping now
in a minute i will die
my last words to the world-
i hate you and goodbye