Looking in the mirror

Looking in the mirror
at the only thing I see
nothing but a dark shadow
starring back at me,

I go to the tub
where my little friend waits
my sharp little razor blade
who takes away my hate,

i take it to my wrist
so cold, waiting to slice
as the blood drained out of me
d*mn it felt so nice,

Feeling my knees go weak
thinking my life is done
am I going to die
am I finally turning to run,

All the crap
people put me through
they will never understand
why I do what I do,

For me it's no big deal
something I do everyday
misery, hate and pain
I'm just trying to get away,

Long sleeve shirts
is the only thing I wear
trying to cover up
every little tare,

this time I didn't go
I will forever try again
Until my day comes
were all my hate will end,

So I'm looking in the mirror
and the only thing I see
is a dark hurting shadow
starring back at me!

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