Tired of everything

Can u make me immortal
so i don't have to feel
will my wounds stay or
will they heel?

i don't want to be broken anymore
i don't want to keep crying
i shed too many tears
and that i keep hiding

sometimes i wish i were dead
so i can be done with all the pain
sometimes i wish i could go back
and take away all the mistakes

but i cant, it will never happen
so there's nothing for me 2 do
I'm tired of everything
I'm tired of being here especially being around you!