Today I learned love
Tomorrow I’ll forget how to feel
Yesterday I learned Regret
In a week none of this is real
Life is systematic
You gain only to lose
Other things are automatic
They’re the easiest to choose
I live a life no longer belonging to me
Am I concealing the reality?
If no-one wants to see…
I’ll never know with any certainty
All that I hear repeats in my mind
This verse in my head
I can’t leave behind:
The bitterness of denial
The emptiness in one’s soul
The sorrow of depression
How much farther can I go