Alone With Cancer

This cancerous deed...I swallow...
In this dagger pain I wallow
I cannot see through teary eyes
The people whom I despise.
Canerous breaths are deadened, laid waste...
Death seems to come in quick haste.
I cannot be who I feel like being...
Everyone else is not seeing.
Die a slow death, they say so softly
To my ears that are burning red,
Sink my face into cold water trough
Like and animal...I turn in my bed
Worry creases my skin like murderous vines up a tree
Slowly chokes off my life and who I am to be...
Steal me from this pain of life
Everything considered strife...
I want to survive another day
But...too proud to ever pray
Hold that hand of darkness, I do
And also the love for you.
People beat me down...untrusting
When it is they who are not to be trusted...
Have I ever given them cause to subject me to this inner torture?
Life hangs on the edge of a terrifying cliff today...
...And only the words of my angelic darkness can sooth me now...

I am alone...
So alone...