It's Hard***

Its hard to pretend I'm fine
when I'm not
its hard to act visible
when Ive been forgot

its hard to be me
when i don't know who that is
its hard to give away
what i know is still his

its hard to wake up
when I'm dreaming
its hard to hear nothing
when I'm screaming

its hard to breathe
when theres no air
its hard to be satisfied
when nothing is fair

its hard to smile
when inside i frown
its hard to look up
when I'm drug in the ground

its hard to not speak
when i have so much to say
its hard to turn around
when you wont go away