Dying In The Hands Of Love (About The Past With Ben)

After all we went through
You still do not see
All the sh*t you put me through
And the things you did to me
Your name carved deep in my arm
Like headstones in cemeteries
But you are too caught up
In your own little word to even realize
That I truly loved you
I was almost hypnotized
Those nights with all the crying
I seemed alright, but inside I was dying
But you? I bet you was laughing!
Laughing at me the whole time
As if it is some kinda sick joke or something
You brought my hopes up then let me down
I should have known you are the kind to play around
I bet you do not know what it is like
To have your heart broken so bad
I bet you do not even have a clue
What it is like to be so sad
I thought your feelings for me were true
But I guess thats just some of the things you do
You do not know how much you have changed
Since you have been with her
It feels like I do not know you anymore...