Never Meant

Sorry I never meant such things
Is it my fault that you hurt?
I’m sorry if it is I never meant
Please answer tell me why

I’m apologizing for all you feel
Did I make another mistake?
I’m sorry if it’s all my fault
I never meant for dad to leave

Please don’t cry tonight mom
Is it still my fault I let you?
Please mommy you’re leaving me
I never meant for you to be cold

“You are worthless!” she screams
“You are a mistake, a disgrace!
If I could I’d fix this mistake!
You shame me you embarrass!”

I’m sorry you feel that way
Is that all I am to you? Worthless?
I know you blame me for dad
Please forgive me for all I’ve done

“I hate you,” she hisses coldly
“It is all your fault, yours!
Everything is because of you!
You are a worthless mistake!”

I’m so sorry I never meant it
Did I do something wrong again?
Please mom tell me my mistakes
Maybe I can learn and do better

I never meant to be a burden
Is it my fault you are hurting?
I’m apologizing for all this
I don’t want to lose you mommy

“Get away from me!” she shrieks
“I can’t stand your face, you!
Just leave me alone worthless!
You are the stupid mistake!”

I never meant all that’s happened
Is this all that I’ve done now?
Please forgive me mommy please
I never meant everything bad

I never meant for dad to leave
I never meant you to be distant
I never meant to be the mistake
Forgive me all that has been said