Do I Still Love You?

Do i still love you?
The answer i do not know.
As much as i want to,
I just cant let you go.

You're a big part of me,
A part i don't wanna lose.
I cant have you without the pain,
So i gotta choose.

Do i still love you,
Enough to get hurt again?
To live my life wondering
If the heartache will ever end?

Or do i live without you,
And try to find someone new?
Theres consequences to both choices,
And i don't know what to do.

Either way, i know,
Ill end up getting hurt.
But I'm tired of you,
Treating me as bad as dirt.

You've torn me down,
And made me feel useless.
I don't think you meant to,
But how can you be so careless?

I hate to face the fact,
That ill always love you.
No matter how hard i try,
Theres nothing i can do.

Except to learn to live with the memories,
That linger from the past.
I do still love you,
But we just weren't meant to last.