~~Unhealthy Way~~

I found out today...
It scared me to Death...
It was about someone close to me...
She has been having trouble...
With...
guys...
School...
Family..
Mostly life..

Things are not going to her away...
What I know is not good..
That she found away to deal...
Most would say that is good..

But they don't know what i know...
What I know is not good..
That she would rather I keep..

It is not drugs or liquor..
Nope, that not for her...
She found away that she can hide...
Something only she knows...
Deep in side...

From anything sharp she can find..

"Doesn't it hurt?"is all I say...
"Not really" as she looks aways..

I don't know what to do...
all I can think now to say..
......I Love You....

I tell her before I leave...
With tears in my eyes...
I just cant believe...
That my best friend has restored to this..

I know this girl....
And that girl...........

..........Is me......