I sit here every night
crying because of you
you don't know that i do it
and i had planned on it staying that way
until now
as you read this,
you realize whats going on
you realize the pain you've caused
but what you don't know
is that you caused it
you caused me to be this way
you don't know exactly who this is directed to
but you do realize that this is indeed serious
when i think about you,
i think about the good times we had
then i think about now
you helped me through everything
until this point
then you just let go
you show tiny concern
because you don't know how i feel inside
you tell me it will be alright.
in actuality though,
nothing is
i really liked you
as a friend
or maybe more
but i never said anything before now
i was afraid of your reaction
i don't know what to think anymore
i just know what
this realization has just begun for you
you still don't know who this is to
and you probably never will
but i know in my heart
and it will stay there
tearing at my insides
until i let it out
and then
you will realized
that this was really addressed to
you
