Emotionless

Life is getting old and so are tears
My heart feels sold and I no longer fear
Emotions are dark I'm ignorant to light
I'm jumping too fast to start a fight

I just wish to be effortless, forget about life
I forgot about bliss and my desire to die
Aimlessly I try to move on and just put on a mask
Meaning of life gone... yet I still last

Too lost to get right, life just makes me stressed
Too busy to look for light too tired to be depressed
So astray from the stream, I just don't understand
Why can't I see, The humanity in man?

Why don't I comprehend, the feelings that live inside
Why can't my heart just mend, Why did self love die?
This might be my last tear, I can feel emotion dying
I no longer love, hate, or fear, emotions just arn't trying

Only loneliness lives,but I'm too confused to care
How can i feel lonely with everyone there?
How long will it be before it kills me inside
Leaving them only my tears behind

What pleasure do they get when they see me cry
Not only do i wonder what ,but why?
I will not obey their wish and command
I am not going to die with knife in hand

One way to survive in this world is be ignorant in bliss
The only other way is to be completely EmOtIoNlEsS