I sit in the corner all alone
I feel so lost as cold as stone.
Sometimes I cry tears but I don't know
why. Everyday is like a new surprise
I don't know what's gonna be the new fuss.
I sit with friends and it seems as if
I could put on an act all day. Gosh I play
it off good I swear people seriously wouldn't
know if it was an act or the real truth.
To my friends I never studder or never lie
well to them if I ever explained to there
horror they would probably look at me like
nothing but a lie. To my family I seem happy
and cheerful full of life to be but deep down
inside it really isn't me.
I feel the tears rolling down my face as I
write this in words my heart is trying to say.
Does anyone understand me can anyone feel me out?
I feel like I could scream and shout. I feel
as if I'm already living death in the worst it
could come.
As you read this you probably shocked by
the words that are coming from this little
girl. I stay silenced to my self maybe why
I don't see my self in happiness. It's as if
I don't live realist and I'm in a portrait
that was just painted and I'm living inside of it
and know one knows this is real inside.
I'm drowning in my emotions. I feel lost
I feel in discomfort and I feel like a fraud
should I tell my loved ones? how i feel.I'm just
to scarred!!!!!!!!! Can anyone hear me can
anyone feel what I'm trying to say... I kinda
feel as if my words won't come out and your looking
at this like it's nothing to be looked at and felt....
I bet I'm speaking for quite a few people how I'm
feeling inside...welcome to my life...something I'm
trying to speak out
I guess I'm trying to say it...but will it come out
