Im Lost Without U

I fell totally lost without u i don't know what to do my life just feels like it was ripped away from me
U
Don't understand
How I feel
What is going on
Or how u feel
U say that dating me was a big mistake well then why did u go out with me in the first place
U
Don't tell someone u like them
Don't tell them that u wish that u could go out with them
U just don't do that but do u care how I feel about this
I don't wanna hate u or be mad at but u hurt me so bad Sean
I really liked u I really did
BUT
U
KNOW
WHAT
My friends were right u r not worth my time u r a jerk and if u cared at all one bit u would of asked me if i was OK
BUT U DIDN'T
That means u don't care
I cared so much for u Sean I really did
I feel like u took every little piece of heart that I had left from what John took from me
U just took it all from me
Its like no one wants me to be able to love or to be loved by someone else
I thought u were different
People told me that u were not worth it but I didn't want to listen because I though u could change or be different but u cant change a person I now know that thanks to u
So whatever Sean u wanna be an ass hole then u do that because u will never change!
NEVER!!!!!!!!!