I Couldn't Wait (about cutting/suicide)

She wouldn't cry at school
She always had to be strong
She couldn't let her friends see
She could hardly go so long

She'd watch her friends get hurt
And their eyes fill up with tears
Because a boy broke up with them
But they don't have these fears

Fears that you go a little too deep
And then you'll wind up dead
Not breathing, in your own blood
With so many words left unsaid

Tell my Mom I loved her
I didn't want to cause her pain
I just couldn't continue on
In this "life" that's really a game

Tell my sister that I missed her
She didn't have time for me
She was too busy with her own life
I couldn't stand this misery

Tell my brother that he should've known me
That no matter what, I'd give in
To this pain that will never hurt
To this unforgivable sin

Tell my other sister I know
How much she hated me
But I really did love her
Now she'll really see

Tell my friends not to feel sad
No pain, depression or regret
They have many goals in life
They're not supposed to die yet

As for all the others
Tell them I'm not really strong
I wanted to die so bad
I just couldn't wait that long.