Forever I will try

I still miss you
But I don't know why
You hurt me
And made me cry

You made me feel
Like I was such a mistake
Everything we had
It was all fake

Everything you said to me
None of it was true
I believed it though
Because I trusted you

I fell for you
And gave you my heart
Then you broke it
Telling me we were a lie from the start

Your the first guy
I ever did love
I thought you were sent for me
An angel from above

But I was wrong
I never seem to be right
And now I'm stuck in the shadows again
Hiding from the light

I'm trying so hard
To convince myself I hate you
But it's hard
Because I know It's not true

Because deep down
Somewhere in my heart
You will always be there
Even thought we're far apart

Because you first love
Is something you never forget
Even if it's something
You regret

But I will work on forgetting you
I have my reasons why
It probably won't happen
But forever I will try

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