Blur

by Toni   May 3, 2005


Fear rains on my windowpane, before sliding down my soul
Cascading down inside myself, time has taken its toll
Upon this heart, this promise once
Made with strings
Intertwined
Bound with trust, once
Undefined
Timed with the tears that fell, for Days
Weeks, Months, spoken in
Depths of Misery
Just crying, slowly dying
Inside my head
Choking on words left unsaid
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Guilt clouds my blurry vision as it swirls me in my mess
Spiralling round sore fingertips, Falling from my crest
Sown into my patchwork heart, broken
Suicide sonnets spoken
Preparations
Made with tears, splashing upon
Lacerations
Once bleeding the pain, crimson droplets
Streaming, breathing from
The Crevices Inside
Tears preceding each breath
Body falling
IT wants my death
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Anger trapped in merging cages, bound by ebony chains
Rattling in the sweeping silence, listening as Fear rains
Down again upon my window, falling
No escape, the voices are calling
Pretending
To think without blurs, without
Reoffending
IT, the other side, little girl screaming
Praying, rocking to and fro
IT kills me slowly
Denying its not too late
To save myself
From IT’s intended fate

Mm thank you for reading, any comments or votes would mean a lot

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  • 18 years ago

    by Toni

    Thanku for ur comments x

  • 18 years ago

    by confusion

    the first two opening lines were amazing, really kept me hooked for the rest of the poem. brilliant descriptions. 5/5. like i said before if you did wanna talk then im here, stay strong always and take care, luv lu -x-x-x-

  • 18 years ago

    by Ironic Allure

    :*( So sad Toni..Mmm..I'm jus a bit worried for you at the moment, this poem kinda worried me more. I'm not sure what to do for you, I don't knwo what I can do for you. Feelin kind of useless to you at the moment, so yeah, sorry for that. Toni, I know that we haven't got THE closest relationship or anything but, I really do love you and need you, you know? I don't really know what to say Bumweed..I don't think I can even relate to this poem it's that personal to you munch..:( Brilliant poem, sounds like an adult wrote it or a professional..Very nice.
    Please, take good care of yourself.
    All my love with sprinkles,
    Laura.

  • 18 years ago

    by deadnalone

    amazing, hun u have such a way with words, not your best but it doesn't sound like you're at a very strong point emotionally and please know that i'm here for you still and always will be and you can talk to me,
    take care please,

    -ellie

  • 18 years ago

    by Oliver Stevenson

    heya hun... bit confused about the guilt part... why do you feel guilty..? i'm sure you will get through all the cloudyness hun, we can do it together xxxx BRILL POEM 5/5!! xxxx LOVE YOU!!!

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