I will not let you see each tear
as they slowly run down each cheek
& I will not let you hear the truth
with each hated word I speak.
I will let you assume the worst
that you and I are done
I will let you think I'm over you
when inside I know you're the one.
I will not beg for you to come back
but instead I'll wallow in my misery
I will not tell you that I really miss you
and wish that you were here with me.
I will be alone, without you here
but that is something you can't know
I will pretend to be okay with this
and act like I don't care if you go.
I will not say I love you anymore
I will not let down my pride
I will not let you see how much this hurts,
not having you here by my side.
I will be false and fake and front
just to hide the pain I now feel
I will forever want you back
because I know our love was real!!!
....I left my boyfriend after a heated argument and now I want him back but my pride stands in the way of letting him know...So I pretend that I am over him when I talk to him, and it only ruins us more....
