Broken

First, my sister and my little angel move away.
Then my other sister moves away.
Next i ruin my friends relationship with a half lie.
Then i get an angel, or so it seems.
At first we were cool,
now he doesn't notice me.
So another part of me lost.
My friends are being hypocrites
and i can't take it.
I feel left out,
but o well its life.
To put the cherry on top,
the love of my life,
spills his guts to me.
And i love him too,
but i can't go back after all of this.
He's doing drugs,
and messing with chicks.
I don't like this man i talk to
its not the man i used to know.
So I'm caught up in this mess,
trying to help others,
instead of helping myself.
Everything is catching up
and i can't handle it anymore.
Then as i sit here in the dark.
I realize
i can't help others until i help myself..

But its too late......can't fix the broken......bye