Nothing More, Nothing Less.

I've cried enough,
I say that everyday,
But, do I really mean that?
Have I ever meant that?
I can't say yes truthfully.

To my friends I smile and laugh,
And many times find that smile to be true,
But not a day do my thoughts not wander to you.
You're like chocolate, I can't get enough.
You're too hard to give up.

I almost feel forsaken,
By my heart for being broken,
By my head for letting it break,
By you for breaking it,
By God for not listening.

You probably think that's stupid,
How could God turn his back on me,
He found a way to shut me out,
I think he gave up too.

I pray to him everyday,
Even knowing he stopped listening long ago,
Asking to suddenly forget you,
Or for you to be in my arms again.

But that can't happen,
You were never truely in my arms,
You were distant, you were cruel,
But I needed you to love me,
It didn't matter how you treated me.

I don't know if you ever cared,
I hope you did even if you stopped,
I still wish that you'd remember that feeling,
Re-live it and embrace it once again,
And things would be the same again.

But it will never happen,
Not even in my dreams does it happen,
My happiness has a limit.
My pain is unbounded,
Nothing more, nothing less.