FRIENDS FOREVER!

Now look where I'm at
crossed roads filling my path
every which way to make a choice
that may hurt my past as before

after talking to you last night
i started to see
what exactly i was doing
and how stupid could i be

my blindness by choice
put me where i am right now
you are the reason i felt so alone
he will never fill that emptiness unknown

after loosing you the first time
i thought you'd never come back
so i figured trying something with him
could break my heart as much as it already is

now that Ive had just a taste
of what it was like before me and you
god i never want to go back to him
i just want to be standing next to you

he never was good enough
but i was so lonely without you
any friend means a world inside of me
so when one is gone apart of me leaves too

unfortunately that part
was the biggest part of my heart
i held you so close
after loosing your trust
everything in my mind fell apart

i wish i didn't screw up
as much as i already did
but i did learn a lot
about takening for granted what is

so from here on out
i promise i will stand proud
i didnt need someone to boost myself esteem
i just need the friends that have all been around

i cant believe I'm getting this second chance
i want to change my out look
and be an honest and better friend

everything about you
is perfect in my eyes
i hope someday i can prove to you
ill always be here just a hug away from a smile