Tainted truth

I stuck a knife in my gut,
As you held me tight,
I carved in a deeper cut,
But you witnessed not the horrid sight,

You held tight both my hands,
Yet I could not feel your love,
I could not bear the affection,
I drew back in disgust,

You stared into reasonneless eyes,
Which smiled back at you,
As tears drew from both sides,
Just then all seemed so untrue,

Could you not see...
I was torn apart,
I had no mouth to speak,
You had sown it tight, leaving me with no heart

I let time pass,
Yet it bore no escape,
And my resentful feelings,
Would not change as fate;

The cruel moon stared at me,
As I screamed to the dark,
"Take me away" I screeched,
And I heard its whispered answer:"Hark",

So I awaited morning,
Yet it never came,
And I knew then and there,
Darkness, would remain.