Erase Me

Curses be gone...
I strive to make my anger known.
I feel this eating away at my mind...
Why will you not die!!!
Pesky pestilence in my brain
Causing memories of pain.
Pecking at my long lost sanity
My wrath is not far from breaking point.
These feelings within are evolving
Into something else...something...
I'll be fine when you pass away...
Until then I must not rest.
Why are you obsessed with taking over me,
When you know all of whom I must be?
Must your ignorance prove to bring your end
When I am the one to bring the hammer down?
I will not be the one who dies...
You are the one...the myst of the mind lies.
Mix your blood into my own;
The equivalent of you occupying my mind's space.

Curses vanish!...these pitiful thoughts.
Shake the shaking you have brought.
I will not be able to control much longer
The poison that you are leaking onto my tears.
Forget you I cannot...
You are what makes my body rot.
Remember you...I don't want to...
It's too much pain to bear.

If you do not watch it, I will no longer be the pathetic little Wren that you used to adore. I will be someone else...completely different. Watch my face beat calmly yet so heatedly with my heart's pulse. It is so hot to the touch...yet how can my heart be so cold...?
I will be fine when you die...
Until then...
I must not rest.